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Pages that is.  It’s not my usual five but at least I got them out.  I’m trying to just push through those moments when I’d rather pluck out my eyeballs than write.  I figure if I at least get something down then it’s an accomplishment.  So today was a pluck my eyeball out day.

Now that I’m done I can’t help but think, “that wasn’t so bad”. LOL Yeah, I’m strange that way.

So, the new “horror” idea…  I can’t officially call it horror, because I seriously don’t know if I can pull off fear.  I’m writing about a subject that if I placed myself deeply in this character’s head could really sadden, hurt and scare me, but at the same time I don’t know if I can get those emotions on paper.

I think I focus so much on the external…or maybe I simply don’t spend enough time in them.  Maybe I stay one step outside, in the distance.  Maybe I write what he/she should be thinking, feeling, tasting, etc. and don’t actually feel what they feel.  Hmm…  Definitely something to ponder.